Of My Love For My Lover

 

In you I find beauty

the beauty that blinds me

that makes my heart grow

the softness of your face refreshes me

I don’t care if you are a man

You are the light I want

You are the chill I need

I love you with all my heart

Only you my love

You might be away from this world

but you still live beside me

that stoic face I see every morning

the eyes which would never open voluntarily

I am happy with the mere presence of your body

and I will never give up on you,

Never.

-K.J.

Dark Memories

It resides in the darkest corner
Over shadowing the good times 
Ruining the present making me scream

It's coming back to me
Reliving the very moment back to back
squirming, thrashing and crying


There is nowhere to go, nowhere to hide
The dark memories have come 
ALIVE.

K.J.

Lost

So bright
yet so blind.
Crying out
help me out
so loud.
Pouring my heart
into the dark.
Holding on,
to the broken pieces
the cuts in my soul
bleeding out.
Begging for mercy
there is none.
Dragging along,
I am so Lost.

-K.J.

The Tale of The Snow Tree

My hands shook
 the knife in my hands
 dipped in the crimson
 of my lover

The crimson tainted
 the cream wall in
 the most beautiful way
 Masterpiece truly

I threw the knife away
 and put his head
 on my lap,wiped
 the crimson off his brows

I looked at his evil
 sapphire eyes for long
 waiting for him to
 hurt me

I dragged his body
 into the beautiful snow
 I took him to the tree
 The tree where hell started

The tree was bare
 even the stars could
 see it clearly
 and he laid there

It looked like he was
 merely enjoying the view
 and tainting the snow
 with his vile presence

I sat beside him
 looked at him for the last
 time and let my life
 slip from my fingers

Now I live here in this
 tree to tell the tale of
 my gone life
 The Tale of The Snow Tree.

-K.J.